seven

the last post was dated October fourteenth.4 months later, here i am wishing it was 4 months ago.Within these months all that has been said before has not been proven.I sit at a corner of my room wondering much."Kalau kau usaha, kau akan dapat keuntungan suatu hari nanti".My dad told this once to me.It still remains in my head.Success wont come without effort.And my girlfriend thought me that trust wont come without actions.

Today marks a number 7 for us both.Number 1-5 was not too bad.6 and 7 was pretty much devilish.memorable.But each number has its own significance.It shows how much we have been through together.day in day out shouts, quarrels, sarcasm, hatred, "geram", selfish, screams, disappointment fill both our rooms.But through all of these,all these crazy things we've been through,all the unnecessary problems ive brought you into,all the nonsensical ideas ive polluted your mind with, I still love you all the same.

Girlfriend

This is my girlfriend.See that smile.I fell for that.=)

poor bike on the expressway

Great that the examination period is over.I didnt study a single thing at all.But I did have late nights trying to put some knowledge into my head.Till one morning I woke up realising that Ive actually overslept for the paper.This is the point of time in life that I realise polyclinics come to good use.I do hope that the town council decides to have a polyclinic somewhere near my area where granting yourself with a medical certificate is easily accesible.

Some times like these are those times you feel so pathetic.

Anything Under The Sun

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Im sorry.

Uzbekistan 7-3 Singapore

You have your own world.Sometimes I feel we are worlds apart.

At certain times of the day, have you had the temptation to leave home,have fun slack around and enjoy yourself rather than just sitting at home thinking bout how you have spent the past 18 years of your life?During this era of improving technology, you can easily find out about someone with just some typings on the keyboard.Whether or not ure at a bad or a good place,ure definitely be detected.So when ure alone,what do you think of yourself?Someone getting from bad to good or otherwise?Most will say (out of humble) say they are getting from good to bad.How good were you and how bad are you now?It all boils down to how uve been helpful to people in the past and how ure being such a pain the ass to some other at this current moment.

Admit you were crazy for me.=)

Certain facts are just too difficult to believe.The may either be too good to be true or prolly be truly unbelivable.For this whole entire month,I have been dedicating my life to my own feeling rather than the reality.I prioratise this extremely beautiful feeling of living in a fantasy than facing the consequences of what my mistakes could lead to.Put school as an example.I can boldly say that my presence in school is just to keep me occupied from doing nothing at home.Just to keep me talking to somebody,I make the journey from end-to-end of the country.In other words,Im desperate for something worthy to do.And Ive never thought studying was.My holidays are next week and surprisingly Ive been looking forward to this vacation even when Term One hasnt started.I knew school would dread as much.But I didnt expect life would too.Miracles from The Almighty do happen.But they dont happen to everyone.

The increasing temperature of Singapore is terribly making me unwell at the most inappropriate times of the day.Mornings are meant to be fresh and raring to go,when your mind clears and your train of thoughts start penetrating through your brain.For mine,mornings are when I get brain dead.Not only that, my throat gets soar.Nose starts leaking.And those body joints start hanging loose.All these factors make my body heavier to leave bed.I will be snoozing away the super loud Techno Anthem 5 alarm on my handphone.So yea people,let's all blame the weather if you're like me.(cause I dont seem to put my blame on anything else)

Its the great Singapore Sale already.Whether ure a Ralph Lauren salesgirl, a Carlton hotel stewarding supervisor or just a down-to-earth Justin Timberlake wannabe,you're prolly have a tough time geting round and about Orchard Road.